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(my rescuer's) Well writing each day went well! My life has gone down the rabbit hole in one week. So I will list the jolly shit show to process this: Jobless (walked out) Car set on fire (see above 🤦🏽‍♀️) Broke Emotional breakdown x1 Process of cutting out my ex from my life ( you will do it this time) Decided to learn to code Tackeling online learning Starting own business  Had a shower x1 Missed MOT Hid in bed for about 100 hours. It's safe to say at this point I'm unsure what effects the new meds have had. It's hard to tell given the onslaught of the above. I have however started to listen to music again, now I'm off the SSRI's I can feel again. I did get a little racing heart at the begining and a feeling of happiness. I don't think this was the meds, probably a psychosomatic response to actually being treated. I have leaned very heavy on support of a FB group called the 'dysfuntion' they have been an amazing support, especially on...
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Hello to the big confusing world, this is me well a version of who I let people see at least. So firstly a heads up I have ADHD inattentive type and dyslexia. This could mean that there are typos random grammar mistakes that I'm sure will drive some people nuts. So sorry about that nothing I can do, so if poor grammar, spelling or even scattered writing boils your piss then look away this is not for you. Breif history diagnosed this year 2023 at the ripe old age of 42. Prior to this my life had been wrapped in pockets of success, achievement and balling shit shows of disaster. ADHD never entered my mind, I didn't search for this diagnosis and while I'm here there is nothing wrong with searching symptoms or thinking you may have ADHD.  This hyped media shit show of making a diagnosis a 'trend' can go and suck my dick. ADHD in the world we live is not funny memes or squirrel thinking. It's not some scatterbrained hype train full of naughty boys and air...
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